Infinite Gratitude

Wow!!!!

Just like to express my infinite GRATITUDE here for all the work that has been done the last ten years and of course more....

The last Shoud this weekend was AMAZING!!!!!!

Such a big steps have been taken to come to this point......

Adamus was incredibly POWERFUL, and he can only reflect that if the channeler and receivers are POWERFUL........

He was very sharp, direct, humorous and radiating with DIVINE LOVE.....

This one, called Ka Ra was smiling from ear to ear all the time and sometimes laughed so hard that the belly hurt.....

A REAL ERA begins now..... where the TRUE ones can really step into their own power.

This one feels so much PRIDE for every ONE.....

HONOURING ALL PATHS........

Ka Ra
Gaia

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New to the Crimson Circle

Dear Shaumbra,

I'm very happy to have arrived here in the last month. I won't recount for you the adventures and synchronicities that landed me at the CC. I'm guessing it would be a similar story to many of yours. Suffice to say I feel as though I have arrived home.

I am currently leaving behind many old energy patterns – resulting in much external reality shifting and changing – and it feels wonderful! I have been listening to so many of the Shouds and remembering many of the energy shifts commented on that were also happening in my life at the time.

Maybe because I only recently awakened to the past 10 years of connection with Tobias, and maybe because my human self is inexplicably comforted by the knowledge that Sam is living somewhere in my neck of the woods in the NW, I am not feeling the sadness that I sense from some others in saying goodbye to Tobias. But rather an eagerness and enthusiasm to dig into the new energy work with Adamus!

My inner compass is pulling me towards education and consciousness work with children and parents. I look forward to this next phase and meeting some of you along the way!

Blessings,
Karen
USA

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Is This New Energy?

I really do not know what new energy is, only that I can experience this. I find it very difficult to envisage a future with it, because we don't know how this will be. If new energy is totally different from anything we know then everything we do know will be different. But somehow my life is changing. I made wonderful food yesterday and it was ready in no time! I mean later I thought, did I do that? It seemed so effortless and the food was great and highly inspired. I have the feeling this energy starts to play with me, I just have to allow it and somehow live unplanned – as far as you can do that. That's what I wanted to share with you today. Blessings to you all.

Marieke.
United Kingdom

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Oh yes

I can very relate to the food thingy. It truly takes no time. I remember how I used to struggle to do everything in a certain timing so that it's all synchronized or to get all the products I needed and now it's fun, it's very delicious and inspired - yes - and it's like damn! there's no word for this new energy I guess. It just happens and I have so much fun doing this. I was even wanting to start a restaurant myself... maybe I will.

And the computer too, it's like I have rediscovered it in a whole new way. I used to be a kind of geek or something... all the way back to my years of elementary school, I always was a techy kind of guy. Always knowing how to do things, playing in programming and stuff and helping dozens of people with their computers. As the ascension progressed I've found out that I was using it as a sort of power and also a hiding mechanism. So I had let go of it. And now it comes back. And what I discovered now is how simple it truly is! Even the more advanced things like making software and so on. It is so simple and... I still struggle a bit with my old ways but when I allow myself to get into the flow of now and my intuition or 'least resistance approach' - it just works out.

All I truly know about new energy from my experience is that it cannot be controlled. It is a tendency - I find in myself - to want to make it a big deal and feel important, like I had some super magical abilities and it becomes totally mental. And when I'm relaxed and just making no drama about it - like you know... it's a natural thing and a no big deal actually - ahhhh then it is truly amazing.

Well I'll do a little advertising here but I listened to "Life in HD" by Tobias in Romania... and there's that exercise or experience of allowing New High Definition Energy into body mind and spirit and it just rocks. I mean it helps me.

Xavier
Poland

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For me new energy is having everything happen almost at once, in perfect synchronicity. And when I really open up, it's like FLYING, like I'm superhuman or something. I walk fast but my feet don't touch the ground. Everything falls into place perfectly, I don't even have to ask!

But the number one key is letting go of the mind. The next one is opening up dimensionally and breathing. Step 3 is allowing the new energy to come in and DON'T LOOK BACK.

It goes away if you get back into the mind, which happens to me a lot !

Carrie
France

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New Energy Synchrotize

Just wanted to share with Shaumbra that I bought Synchrotize about a year ago, listened to all of the CD's about 3-4 times, worked with the simple tools Adamus recommended a few times, and to date have received over 100 times my original investment (I think Synchrotize costs $295?) in unexpected income.

I attended the Interdimensional Workshop in Santa Fe this past weekend (superlatively, exponentially amazing!) and came home to the largest check I have ever received, in my mailbox. I then donated more than I ever have before to Crimson Circle in appreciation for all that has been given to me and with Adamus' message in mind from most recent Shoud. Whaddaya know, today I received another unexpected check in the mail for 10 times the amount of the donation I just made. A little overwhelming actually, but I ain't complainin'!

I lost my job and profession almost 2 years ago (not that I want them back!) and have been healing a couple of health problems since then so the money is really appreciated. I will be making another donation to Crimson Circle soon.

P.S. I often have trouble getting past my linear mind and still have some "lack" programming to clear, so I am not one of those people who has always had an easy time creating miracles like this.

Susan
USA

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Hello From Berlin

Dear Linda, dear Geoffrey, dear Shaumbra,

Since last winter I hear a voice in my head saying to me, "Please Claudia, learn English." Hm, ok, why? Now I know why! This needs no more explanation! My name is Claudia, I was born in Berlin, Germany in 1966. I have two children, my daughter Célina and my son Jan. As I hear that the Crimson Circle come to Berlin, I feel that I want to say a big "HELLO. Hello, I am here, I am on earth, HELLO!” The last Shoud with Adamus pushed me to this HELLO, pushed me to appear on the field. Many Thanks Adamus!

At the moment I am not participating in the Mystery School in November in Berlin, but I’m sooooooooo happy that the Crimson Circle comes to Berlin. Maybe the time to meet you personally is not yet for me, but I feel sooo much love and I feel honored for your coming.

I have a lot of ideas. At the moment I am painting just for me, to understand me. But I want create with other Shaumbra. I bless our new time here on Mother Earth, I bless all the changes in our life, I bless the Crimson Circle and all Shaumbra. I thank you for guiding our, my awakening, many thanks for Crimson Council, for Tobias, Adamus, Kuthumi, Metatron and all the Archangels. Thanks for my friends, thanks for me to be here. Thanks for all that is.

With much love,

Claudia
Germany

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How I Got Rid of My Anger

Hello everybody,

After reading the last should, I felt very uncomfortable. I was very angry with Adamus because I didn’t like the energy he brought (yes, I dared to criticize him...). That tough energy I would qualify masculine. I didn’t feel behind it Quan Yin’s, Andra’s, the feminine part of Shaumbra energy. I realize that Adamus not only plays a role, he is playing seriously with different energies.

I play roles very often, but I stay much more in the observation of myself. Sometimes, I even overact on purpose, to let people notice that I am playing. Well… The next day, I took pictures of myself playing roles. I was laughing, then shouting, then biting my arm, then being fool, then being a robot. I noticed immediately that the pictures were much more interesting when I was playing very intensely my part, and forgetting to observe myself. I was happy with the funny results.

The second reason why I was unhappy with Adamus was about the school of mysteries. I had the feeling Shaumbra were too passive in the “building” of that school. It was not my concept of the new education. Well, I realized that I didn’t have contact with other Shaumbra, even if I felt very important to the group. It occurred to me that, like Adamus said, I had to be more responsible, more generous. Then I was not feeling angry anymore with Adamus at all.

I read the Shoud again and I didn’t feel that masculine energy because I had integrated myself better, very strongly. And the image of my totem animal emerged – it was a very colourful butterfly, the symbol of Shaumbra.

With deep thanks to those who permit Shaumbra Institute to exist.

Isabelle
Switzerland

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Greetings and Blessings to ALL,

Wow! The "Shaumbra Speaks" segment this month (September) tells me that Adamus has greatly inspired us all to move forward on this path we have chosen to walk with him and to participate. I give intent to figure out how to listen to the channel live rather than the recording later. This will be a new experience for me, a step into the now of things.

As does Jean Tinder, I look to see what happens next!

Honoring OUR Energy,
Ann
USA

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More Totems

(Editor’s Note: A high number of Shaumbra have been sharing about their totems, it seems to be a popular topic!)

It is time for me to reconnect with Shaumbra. It has been ages. This new energy is most exciting.

My Totem is a Moose! I never would have guessed that. I simply followed Adamus’ advice and opened myself up to any animal image, and a large male moose standing knee deep in lily pads serenely munching on water plants appeared to me. I laughed. It was not a wise coyote or powerful badger but a big old lumbering heavily antlered Moose.

Instantly the messages began, I am like the moose –very tall, strong and usually calmly going about my daily activities doing what needs to be done and bothering no one. But if messed with I can now call upon the new energy of my totem and aggressively defend my turf, something quite new to my nature.

He has been helping me with some minor healing issues. Did you know that his horns are very soft and have magically healing qualities? When I’m worried he gives me courage. He is scared of nothing and he tells me that I am just as powerful. He is my old friend and he watches over me like a faithful buddy. He has got my back. This new energy is so cool.

Later, Rick
USA

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In response to the invitation to choose a resonating animal, there came to my mind’s eye the image of a frolicking otter. Seemingly ‘out of the blue’ this entity regularly reappears and displays yet another nuance of attribute. To date she has displayed playful curiosity, fearless adaptability to new terrain, resourcefulness in hunting, embodied knowing, sensuality, and respectful acceptance all creatures of difference she encounters along the way. She is a reminder and a role model to me about the skills of resilience. Above all, I am grateful to her as she assists this middle age woman to rekindle the cooled embers of her fire life force.

Hazel
Australia

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Blessings from the Heart to the Crimson Council

Just wanted to share an awesome experience that I had a couple of days ago when I sat down to do my daily work (breathing, working with my totem, imagining, etc.). I am very excited about moving forward with Adamus, so I have been acting on his recommendations. I have begun to make donations to the Crimson Circle (monthly), as well as send blessings from the heart (daily), log my experiences, and share some of them with Shaumbra (this is my first post). I live in Pennsylvania so I don’t know if there is much I can do with volunteer work (if I am wrong please let me know). In other words I choose full participation.

The other day while I was sending my blessings from the heart, I was breathing them in and then sending them to the Crimson Council repeatedly, I suddenly felt an overwhelming feeling of blessings being returned to me from the Crimson Council....

It brought tears to my eyes. Thank you so much!! Blessings to all.

Angela
USA

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The Past

Dear Crimson Circle Angels!

Adamus talked about the potential of the past. I had the opportunity to open the door to the past again and what I found was astonishing. A few days ago Katharina turned 18! Alexandra (almost 16) and Johanna (almost 20) were present at the birthday dinner. It was a wonderful moment to have them all together. Without ever being a perfect mother, with everything that was lying behind us, they have become wonderful, independent personalities, each of them different, each of them in their own way funny, profound and loving. An invisible band of love connects the three girls, even though in the past they pulled each other’s hair and attacked each other like hyenas.

Yes, the past…. A lot of images came to my inner eye. Each of these young ladies chose a different scenario:

When I was pregnant Johanna had the experience of not having enough space, which brought about a breech birth. And shortly after the birth they put Johanna in a warm cabinet, not in my room, which Johanna and I found very upsetting. Katharina experienced in my belly how unhappy I was, because I knew that my relationship with my husband would not survive with another child. Katharina’s birth was the most difficult – nine months holding out in a state of misery and inner prison. And as Alexandra was announcing herself, I became very angry, because I did not want to be pregnant again! For one month Alexandra had the experience of not being wanted.

The periods after the births were not very restful. Due to feelings of tiredness and being overwhelmed, the girls got yelled at and sometimes they even got a slap. My relationship with my husband got worse; there were a lot of fights in the house and unspoken issues and tension that the children had to deal with. The divorce after nine years created a lack of understanding and the pent-up anger came out. It was not an ideal time for children, and parents having new partners didn’t make it easier for them.

So, I have no reason to be proud of my performance as a mother. I could blame myself and feel guilty for the rest of my life for what went “wrong”; from a therapeutic view it was a disaster! But today I know that everything is ok and was ok. We created our past together, a co-creation, and it is therefore astonishing how well everything has turned out. Today I can see where the events in the past were leading us. My daughters are continuing on their own way of self-determination and sometimes we walk part of the way together, in love and honour, like a few days ago for Katharina’s birthday.

The potential of the past appears today. The door has opened again and made it obvious that there are no failures, only experiences. These experiences have made us who we are now and who we will become in the future. What a blessing lies in the past!

Anja
Germany

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Accepting That Tobias Part

My feelings translated in words:
Learning at school becomes knowledge of the Brain - just for one lifetime. The Knowledge of Experiences goes to Consciousness and equals evolvement, lifetime after lifetime. Every aspect, every part of consciousness that is coming back to me brings more Knowledge for me.

Shaumbra like me, who were not that busy with the MSNEC and Tobias' Return, did feel a tremendous love for ourselves, one/two weeks after the July Shoud. It lasted about ten days. I wondered, "Maybe my Angel family?" And then, later on, I read about that part of Tobias that was coming back to us. For me, it was clear that was the source of all that incredible Love. No, accepting that Tobias part is not giving me magic, but with it comes again more knowledge, Tobias' Knowledge. And when we are ready for it, we can accept it.

I love people. I love to feel how every thing is connected with each other. Once, Tobias said, there is no logic in the spiritual world. No, not the logic of the mind. There is another sort of logic, where everything fits so easily. That is where I am looking for. (Oh, and yes, I came in this lifetime to work with Adamus.) Now, in between, I am not living in a void, I am very busy at unwrapping those Tobias' Gifts.
Things I knew already, or heard about, I now am feeling deep within, and there come explanations with it, like, "Everything that is physical, is not real."

Oh, and my Totem? First I thought about a little squirrel, a chipmunk. But that did not work out. So I parked that one in the backyard of my personal cottage in the woods in the mountains. I have flowers there, why not animals? And then I read in the September Newsletter about someone who first wanted a black panther, and then ended with a fly. Of course, a fly! I already have flies for several years, but I never saw them as totems. I'm not familiar with totems. I saw my fly as the consciousness of an angel outside of me. There I was wrong, it was not outside of me.

I don't know anything about characteristics of flies, but my fly is reminding me, warning me, of things like forgetting the light in the bathroom; and in the afternoon when I am sitting at the computer and it is bothering me at the screen, that it is time to make dinner. There is always just one fly (a physical one), and after some time, there is another - different - one.

Some days ago, between the feeling about the chipmunk and the flies, a tiny fruit fly came at a breakneck speed along, just in front of my face. I did not understand, there was nothing wrong. Now I know, it was a reminder! Your totem? That is US, the FLIES.

Baukje
Netherlands

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